Wednesday, July 16, 2014

o2l

o2l is a group of guys that make videos on youtube. Connor,Trevor,Kian,Sam,Ricky and Jc-stay cloudy. They are amazing and funny you should go watch there youtube channel>>>>o2l

Monday, May 26, 2014

Why am I living.

May 26th, 2014by Lost_Teen331

Why am i here? Why am I alive? I feel as if i’m alone. An if that’s the case the I WANT TO KILL MYSELF RIGHT NOW !!!
The person I want to be is the one that has a great life because he has actual friends and a family that loves and supports him in his decision. But I know for a fact I have none of that. An i’ll tell you why.
I am not a social person. Iv’e spent my whole time after school at home not with friends. When I try to make friends I end up either trying too hard or just don’t know how to make a connection with the person. I even pretend the people I mostly talk to are my friends. But in the end they’re just classmate the i’ll either see them next year or won’t see them again. I’m so lonely that I resorted to go suicide and almost succeeded. But didn’t and ended up crying even asking god the person that I don’t do anything for, for help me with my wishes. An that wish was to have friends right away….
My parents do not love each other at all. Sure they might show some love time to time but they’re just playing around. Their only together for me and my brother. My mom does not support me at all unless I want to be a Nurse. An my dad doesn’t play the parent role or the dad role. He is currently in a different country trying to make a business. Leaving my mom taking care of my grandpa, grandma, little brother, and I. For all I know I don’t care at all about family love anymore.
All I want is my life to get better than this stupid lonely horrible fucking life. After finishing this post I might have felt better but in the end this suicidal feeling will come again. And as each time comes again I would have been able to kill myself. Good Bye…http://suicideproject.org/2014/05/why-am-i-living/

The worst suicide

The worst

February 19th, 2014by hollylion

It really sucks when you attempt to kill yourself, or talk about killing yourself, you have to go stay in a psychiatric hospital for however long. I know that there are some facilities that are awesome and are really helpful, but it seems that most of them don’t do any good.
There you are at the lowest point in your life and absolutely miserable, and then you are forced to go stay at a hospital with all of your rights stripped away when really the best thing is for you to be in your home where you are comfortable and can go about your life.
When you’re forced to be in a hospital, whether you meant to kill yourself or not, it screws up even further the aspects of your life that were already bad enough. You could lose your job, fail your school assignments, miss important payments, strain relationships, etc. If you are depressed then the last thing you need is to worry about all that stuff on top of everything else.
If these psychiatric facilities operated better then it wouldn’t be as bad. If they were properly staffed and qualified and had a better therapy process then whenever you do have to go you won’t have to be there very long. The times I have been in these places there was very little therapy and a lot of just sitting around doing nothing at all. And you have to lie about every little thing so they will let you out.
This isn’t helpful. If someone is serious about killing themselves, then being forced to stay isn’t going to do any good. It might just make it worse. And for the people who aren’t serious about it, who are just depressed or calling for help, they would do way better with outpatient treatment then having to stay at some awful hospital against their will.
I know it differs by state and other things, but I don’t think any adult should be forced to stay in a hospital against their will. I think we should be able to leave whenever we want to. If we try it out and don’t think it’s doing any good then we should be able to leave. From my experience having to stay has caused way more damage to me than it would have if I could have just gone home. This is the website i found it at

Girl fight with shovel

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